The Man
He has been holding this in for years.
He looks at the love of his life.
She is perfect to him. Everything about her is amazing. The way she always grabs for an extra straw in case they need it in the future. Or the way she has to brush her teeth in the shower because it is more ‘efficient’. She was perfect and she didn’t deserve this.
He plans on telling her here. This park is one of her favorite places. He didn’t want to ruin this place for her but then again he didn’t want to tell her at their house.
They reach the clearing and he knows this is the perfect moment. He stops and brings her arms to his chest. She looks up at him with a smile. He takes a moment to take a deep breath. But notices something red out of the side of his face. He looks and it is an old lady knitting a sweater. She looks tired and worn out. But is happily knitting the sweater. It is a small sweater. Probably for a grandchild.
This breaks him. He forgot about this. He was never going to have a son. This disease would take everything from him. His name would never live on. He looks at his love’s eyes and starts to cry. He could not believe this was happening to him. What had he done?
His love holds him and asks if everything is okay. He can’t say a word. This would hurt her too. Years they had been together. She had just start coming around to the idea of children. Oh god. Either she would mourn his death forever and never take another partner in life or she would move on without a care in the world.
His life was over.
The Woman
She was happy. Happier then she had been in years. She had finally found the perfect guy. She had a fantastic job. And her family was alive and well.
And she had big news.
Earlier this week she had been feeling funny. So she had taken a trip to the doctors. Turns out she was a month along. She was a bit scared. She didn’t tell her partner right away. She panicked. She had just gotten a promotion and now would have to go on maternity leave. Or she could have had an abortion. She knew her husband would want it so she didn’t tell him right away. But she couldn’t stop smiling once she had found out. She knew this was meant to be.
Now she was waiting for the perfect time to tell him. And luckily today was the day.
She loved this park and she knew as soon as he said they should go for a walk that she would tell him here.
They were pasting a clearing and she noticed an older lady up ahead. She was knitting. She hopped one day she would be here knitting something for her grandchildren.
He grabbed her hands and brought them to his chest. She smiled up to his face. But what she saw wasn’t what she expected. He looked so sad. He turned and looked at the old lady for a second and just broke down in tears. She was so confused. She held him and asked if everything was okay. He never answered her. She held on to him for dear life. What was wrong?
The Old Lady
What a beautiful day she thought. A perfect day to go to a park and knit some of those beautiful grandchildren a sweater.
She carefully walked down the stairs. She looked around the house. This wasn’t her house. Oh right this was her daughter’s house. She had been staying there for the last week or so. No year. The last year. Since Ronald passed. Ronald was her husband of 57 years. She missed him. He died about a month ago. He died in 2011.
She found her daughter quietly sitting in the kitchen drinking tea.
She asked her daughter where the little ones were. Her daughter wouldn’t even look at her. She does this sometimes. She never remembered why. Oh wait it was because the children had died. Oh it was a trouble accident. No one knew what happened to them.
She went ago with her morning grabbing a bagel from the bag. She sat in her chair in the living room and waited. She decide that she wanted to read a book. However when she pasted the door she decided she rather walk. She grabbed her knitting bag and her walker and headed to the door.
Her daughter asked where she was going. She told her the park.
She had been sitting there for a while. She was knitting a sweater. Her daughter would love this sweater. She would knit one for Billy. He is always running around the house. One day he’s going to run right out into traffic if they don’t watch him good .
Little did she knew that is exactly what happened to him, while grandma was watching him.